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February

from POLE & AURORA by Discharming man

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February

君はどこへ向かっているのか
行くあてはまるで笑えるほど
手塚治虫が見せてくれた
無感動な世界
僕も差別を繰り返してた
自分を上に見せたかった
裸の王様だと気づけなかった
今の君のように

結局甘えた皺寄せを片付けることが難しくて元どおり

そのわけを晒して生きる

頭の中に浮かんでるのは
君と風船膨らますとこ
その風船はやがて引き裂かれ
いま目を塞いでる
塞がった目で僕は笑った
塞がった心で僕は押し黙った
自分のせいに全部していた
すぐ怠ける性を

でもそれを卑下することはない
どうでもいいこと
足元を見るのに疲れたろ？

雨宿りしながら行こう
ものぐさな自分を笑って

憎しみからこぼれ落ちる堆積物取り除いても足りない
自分のこと愛せないと世界全部敵に回してしまう
最後に残るものぐさが意外と自分を助けてくれるから
無駄なことのありがたみとのバランスを確かめてる今日があるんだ

なにもなくていい
なにも持ってなくていいよ
全てが新しく感じられたあの時の気持ちを探そう
風船を空へ放り投げる時の気持ちで

僕はどこへ向かっているのか
行くあてはまるで笑えるほど
あんなに昔 毛嫌いしてた
溶け合ってく世界



February

Where are you going?
Where you're going is almost laughable
Osamu Tezuka showed me
A world without emotion
I've been discriminating too
I wanted to make myself look superior
I couldn't see that I was a naked king
Just like you are now.

In the end, it was difficult to clean up the wrinkles that I had spoiled, so I went back to the way I was.

I'll live with that.

All I can see in my head is
I'm blowing up balloons with you
And then the balloon was torn apart
And now I'm blocking my eyes
I smiled with my blocked eyes
With a blocked heart I shut down
I was blaming everything on myself
I blame myself for my laziness

But there's nothing to despise about it
It doesn't matter.
You're tired of watching your step, aren't you?

Let's take a break from the rain and go.
Laugh at your laziness

It's not enough to get rid of the sediment that spills from hatred
If you don't love yourself, you'll make the whole world your enemy
Because the laziness that lingers at the end helps you more than you think
Today I'm trying to find a balance between gratitude and uselessness

You don't have to have anything.
You don't have to have anything.
Let's find the feeling of that time when everything felt new
With the feeling of throwing a balloon into the sky

I don't know where I'm going
Where am I going, it's almost laughable
I hated it so long ago
The world that's melting together

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from POLE & AURORA, released December 23, 2020

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